Tuesday, February 8, 2011

8dp3dt

POAS'd this morning. Stark fucking white. I've gone from the highest high (thinking I saw a second line at 5dp3dt) to the lowest low (realizing it was just a stupid evap line). Beta is tomorrow and I don't know how I'm going to handle getting the BFN but it's not going to be well. I might just stay home tomorrow. I can't keep putting myself through this. I don't know how much more I can take.

Fuck my life.


And who the fuck has found this post and my last post funny? You have a sick sense of humor.

at 5:19 AM
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14 comments:

  1. AmyFebruary 8, 2011 at 6:44 AM

    Hang in there! My BFP didn't come until 10dp5dt! I peed on plenty of white sticks before that. Keep your chin up!

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  2. AnonymousFebruary 8, 2011 at 9:01 AM

    (((hugs)))

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  3. Misty DawnFebruary 8, 2011 at 9:20 AM

    (((HUGS)))

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  4. ChristaFebruary 8, 2011 at 9:38 AM

    I'm hoping for a positive beta tomorrow for you.

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  5. GurleeFebruary 8, 2011 at 9:41 AM

    Ugh, deep breaths. I am hoping you find yourself with a bfp tomorrow. ((hugs))

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  6. Sailor's SweetheartFebruary 8, 2011 at 11:15 AM

    I feel about the same way as you right now. Hang in there!

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  7. NicholeFebruary 8, 2011 at 2:17 PM

    Hang in there! I will be thinking of you tomorrow! ((HUGS))

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  8. KimFebruary 8, 2011 at 2:41 PM

    Hang in there! I will be hoping and praying for a BFP tomorrow for you! I am right there with you.. the two week wait is definitely a mind fuck! Thinking of you ...

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  9. AnonymousFebruary 8, 2011 at 5:10 PM

    ((HUGS))

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  10. clewisFebruary 8, 2011 at 6:35 PM

    fingers crossed. xx

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  11. AnnaFebruary 8, 2011 at 7:11 PM

    Hugs and prayers coming your way....don't give up yet.

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  12. Jes GFebruary 8, 2011 at 9:07 PM

    i will be thinking of you tomorrow... keep your chin up... xoxo

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  13. JenniFebruary 8, 2011 at 11:59 PM

    I'll be watching out for you tomorrow and hoping for the best.

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  14. Momma LindsayFebruary 9, 2011 at 10:41 AM

    I'm so sorry Christa! I am hoping for better news tomorrow. ((hugs))

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