8dp3dt

I peed on a stick this morning. BFN. This was the day I got my first positive pregnancy test last IVF cycle. I don't have much hope for this anymore. I know people will tell me to stay optimistic and all that, but you can't get rid of the feeling in the pit of your stomach, no matter what people try to tell you. Beta is Wednesday.

Can't Expect Miracles

Today I'm 7dp3dt and I took a HPT this morning. It was negative. I was a bit disappointed but not surprised. I bought the digital kind so I'm wondering if I should stick with the regular ones since I can inspect the line(s). My sore boobs and spotting are gone and for the past two days I've had some lower abdominal cramping. Today is worse than yesterday. I'm beginning to get a bit worried but I heard from some preggo ladies that it could actually be a sign of pregnancy? I never thought cramping would be a good thing. For me it's always been a sign that AF is about to show up. Anyone want to weigh in on that? If you had a positive beta, what were your symptoms like during the 2WW and when did you start experiencing them? I'm waiting till Monday to POAS again. Maybe I'll have better news by then.